My first week.. i kinda felt so alone.. i felt like i'm nowhere else but in an old library.. a lot of people but no one to talk to... i was so shy... i don't know what to do... i don't know what to say... i felt so awkward coz i'm not that type of person... i used to be so wild and loud, but now.. it's just like i'm losing in a crowd (rhyming?)... it's hard for me to be with these guys that i don't know much but i'm willing to spend with them the rest of my college life...
My second week was a relief... i kinda went out of my shell and communicate with them... but still i felt something is missing... i don't know what it is.. but i know it's gonna be fine... i started to open my mouth a little bit... and tried to reach out to them... the feeling was great realizing that i will be with them for four years (hopefully) i just have to study more and focus myself with one goal... to finish this course that i've started...
My third week was the best so far.. but this week also i felt a bit out of place (OP)... since we all knew each other.. i don't know who to be with and who to not deal with.. i want to please everybody but i want to find somebody or some who will be my companion through thick and thin... so since i haven't found the right ones yet... i just be focusing on my studies...
By the way, i've entered this school (UST) and enrolled in this course (CA) not knowing what is it all about... i didn't know yet what my dream was... but then of course with a little bit of information from my classmates and my professor, i kinda realize.. this is where i wanna be.. this is where i'm meant to be... that Communication Arts is the course for me... through its introduction.. i felt a connection between me and the media... i felt like i'm gonna be liking this course as i liked America's Next Top Model..(hehe)
Well lets just see what's gonna happen...
